WOW! - I'm In Awe.........

I have been in Florida for a total of 9 years, and spend approximately 2 years in Texas. The total journey to these two states was training for me in ministry. I didn't plan it this way, but this is the way that it turned out because God had a plan for my life. God allowed my mess to bring discomfort, and I began searching for answers to life. I left New Jersey due to some emotional complexities in my life, and wanted to start over. This past week I moved back to New Jersey from Florida. I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would do something like this. What I have discovered in this journey is that God is in total control of our journeys. I lost some things that was dear to my heart years ago, but God has blessed me today in a way that words cannot even begin to express. What makes life today all the more meaningful is that I am willing to go and do what God places on my heart, and leads me. I have given Him total control, and He has directed my life right into a miracle and all I can say is WOW! I can't complete my God given assignment on my own, but God has blessed me with remarkable people around me to assist me in this journey. I've said that the best is yet to come. It's here, and I believe that more will be reveal as I stay connected to the source that flows with milk and honey. What's making all the difference in my life today is that God has placed several individuals in my life that believe in me, encourage me, rebuke me, and willing to invest in me. How does that make me feel? Blessed, but it also takes me down to my knees because I can't but God can. For so long I tried to do it own my own, and make things happen the way that I thought they should be going. I connected myself to people that was really only interested in what they could get out of it, and when things didn't go there way ridiculed, and did hurtful things. My prayer today is that God takes me by the hand and continue leading and directing my life. As God blesses me, and the ministry my goal is to be a blessing in the lives of others. I want more of God, and less of the mess of Kenneth Wilkins. Thanks God for loving me.

"The Baffling Call Of God"

I am finding out many awesome discoveries following Christ Jesus. At the very onset of coming into ministry I was very doubtful that God could use someone like me with my horrendous background. So I thought. I thought God was taking or leading me to something great or monumental. Like the disciples I am finding out that the greatness resides in knowing Jesus Christ and not in a particular destination. The valley experiences has caused me to seek Him with desperation, and continues to redefine my character. I can't reach others for Christ - it's God using my life as I seek Him to touch the lives of others. My responsibility is to attach myself to Him, and He will do the manifestation of His glory. The more I learn, study, and teach I am finding out that I really do not know much at all. It is the Christ that lives within me that enables me to be who I am today, and share the love of Christ. The disciples followed Christ to the cross, and saw their King crucified and die. They couldn't understand why would God take them down this road that seem to end in utter humiliation. I see how God has used this same technique in my own life. His plan is much larger than me, and it is perfected when I get out of the way, and let Him have His way. It He finished yet - no - He is just beginning. God has now taken me into the heart of Miami, Florida - What's next? Only God knows...